Just Take A Breath

I walked across a crowded street
A sea of eyes cut through me
And I saw you in the middle
Your upset face, you wear it well
You camoflauge the way you feel
When everything’s the matter

We’ve all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

Worlds are spinning round
There’s no sign of slowing down
So, won’t you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don’t forget to take a breath


Blink our eyes
Life’s rearranged
To our surprise, it’s still okay
It’s the way things happen
Summer comes and then it goes
Hold on tight and brace for cold
And it’s only for a moment

We’ve all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

Worlds are spinning round
There’s no sign of slowing down
So, won’t you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don’t forget to take a breath

Life isn’t suffocating
Air isn’t overrated

We’ve all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

Worlds are spinning round
There’s no sign of slowing down
So, won’t you take a breath?
Just take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don’t forget to take a breath

GetTinG To Know EMo...

Emo is short for Emotive-Hardcore, a music genre from the 1980's DC punk scene.
This genre of music pretty much died in the 90's, but obviously the label is still around. Many blame the press for this, because now pop-punk bands are labeled as Emo.

As for Emo kids, well...they keep changing. In the 80's/early 90's they resembled punks. In the late 90's/ EARLY 2000's, Emo kids were deep kids that wrote poetry, wore black rimmed glasses, and played acoustic guitar. They were vegans that got all of their clothes from thrift stores. Their style was kind of like a punkish nerdy grandpa.

In just recent years they have taken up the habit of self-harming, being extremely whiney,

and "suicidal". They now buy out Hot Topic and resemble mall goths

(not to be mistaken with real goths that usually despise Hot Topic).

Just in the past year or two they have also started to steal the Scene style,

which actually came from Japan (the big hair and skinny jeans).

They listen to alternative metal and pop-punk only they call it Emo.

These kids are just lost, confused, and lonely. They crowd under this label

so as not to feel alone. They will most likely grow out of this.

People nowadays say that Emo is short for emotional.

Just remember that that was not how it originally was.

“SNOW” In Summer

You and I…..
Seems to be a stranger again or even worse.
Coz we’re now….
don’t even bother to see or talk to each other
Just as the memory between me & you’d been wash away
As the summer winds blow away the yellowish leaves
Quietly & so light….

It’s rather funny when I looked back to our past
Looking back to the path we’ve taken together
We used to be so close, so true, & so ambitious
Together we have create such a strong bonding
That I once believe will never be apart no matter what

It’s rather funny when I looked it back again now
Everything had change without any reason or warning
It’s frightening me & the feeling is weird
Am I doing something wrong to deserve what happened now?
Or there’s something happen between me & you that I’d missed?

Let me walk with you again
I don’t want to walk behind or leave you behind either
Let me share with you, my friends
Share all that we have gone through, together or not

Gone are the days, when our dreams are thin as air
There’s no more time to leapt for such a dream
Come and walk the path with me again….
Let’s walk until the end that we’ll never know when
To realize our dream & make things happen again
For this last moment that we’ll cherish forever

Bacalah kalau kita nie …. KAWAN (2007)

Kata mak,
Kawan itu ibarat lebah,
Habis madu sepah dibuang

Kata abah,
Kawan itu umpama bunga ros,
Dipandang cantik dipegang sakit

Kata atuk,
Kawan itu seperti air,
Terus mengalir

Kata nek,
Kawan itu bak bulan,
Dipuja dan disanjung tapi nun jauh di sana

Kata saudara,
Kawan itu macam makanan
Kawan makan kawan

Kata abang,
Kawan itu seperti lembu
Mengikut saja apa dikata

Kata kakak,
Kawan itu tak ubah macam durian
Bau saja busuk tapi sedap dimakan

Kata adik
Kawan itu macam biskut
Sekejap ada sekejap tak ada

Kata aku,
Kawan itu tak kisahlah macam mana,
Walaupun dia ibarat lebah, umpama bunga ros,
Seperti air, bulan ataupun lembu,
Tak ubah macam durian dan biskut,
dia tetap kawan…
tau tak sebab apa?
Sekali aku dah kawan dengan dia,
Selamanya dia tetap kawan aku….
Bacalah kalau kita ni kawan…..

Our World is Wonderful (2001)

The world is wonderful!
With its countries
Mountain and seas,
People and creatures,
Flowers and trees,
The fish in the water,
And the birds in the air,
Are calling to ask us
To be aware

These are our treasures,
A gift from above,
We should be thankful,
Be caring and showing love,
For the blue of the ocean,
For the green of the forest,
And the valleys so fair

The song of the skylark,
The warmth of the sun,
The rushing water of clear streams,
Where the new life begun,
Are valuable gift,
We should cherish,
So join in the call,
To strive to preserve them,For the future of all

Dancing with nature (3 Dis 2007)

Have you ever look up into the sky?
The blue blue sky above?

Have you ever use your imagination ?
Can you see through the clouds?
The white fluffy clouds?
There ! I can see a dragon, a ships, a giant, fairy and lots more

When I was small
There were so many fantasy and believes
Lies within myself …towards the nature
I used to live by imagination I enjoyed
As I can feel it! Really!
Nothing as fun as what I had experienced
As I am a part of the motherland

Lying down on a piece of greenie tickly grass
Smelling the air, the soil, the rock, the raindrops, the leaves….
Feeling the warm of the sun
Shining through the trees above me
The feeling of blowing winds
Hearing the birds chirping happily
The grasshopper jumping
The butterfly and firefly searching
The dripping sound of the raindrops
A thousand steps of the ants keeps on working…
The falling leaves and the
river flowing…cross the rocks and sticks

It’s the sound of nature
Whispering with pleasure and joy
Ever feel the peace like this before
The nature’s is whispering to me
Kindly invite me to be the honourable guest

Every movement of the winds,
clouds, leaves, grasshopper, rocks, birds and ants
Is every steps of the nature’s dance
The land itself. is a dancing floor
The sound I heard,
is the tune, rhythm and the melody
together, we dance …..

Autumn (2002)

We control the world
We use the endless sky above
And sometimes we believe….
Some say we make history through the air
We still breathe the same today

And when the land begins to call
The spirits they dance
The leaves they fall
The changes has begun and what remains
Not even thoughts, not even names

We can remember to forget
We can achieve the highest aims
But we won’t change the rules we’re depending on
Now the freaks of nature’s
Holding up the mirror to the haughty thoughts
Our brains are filled up
Don’t you feel the earth is trembling to heal
the wound we injured
The things are easy as they are

And when the time begins to fade
The side – scene changes because
it may be too late
We cannot keep up
We will be left behind
For now the land begins to call

對 不 起 。。。謝 謝 !

我還記得曾經 。。。
有一個你 ﹐莫莫的陪伴着我
無條件的。。。安靜的。。。神密的
隨時隨克都在圍繞着我

曾經 。。。
我們從深夜談到天亮
只有你肯聽我所說的話
也只有你能聽得見我的心聲
不必我多說 ﹐你也能了解我的一切

也許 。。。
你比我跟了解我自己
悲傷覺望時﹐你把肩膀讓我靠
依服讓我擦淚水和鼻涕
手腳不動任我拳打腳題
也不曾追問 。。。只有等待
當我冷靜下來了
原意說的時後
你就會是那個
成為我第一個忠實的 。。。 聽重 !

開心時﹐
我常常把你給忘記
遠遠的把你給當着模生人看
回想過來 。。。我想 ﹐
你也會在某個角落裡
在為我現上祝福和一起干杯慶祝吧

但 。。。現實終是參枯的
很抱歉﹐我要狠狠的把你給忘記
你也因該比我請楚
你是不存在的 。。。假相 。。。。

你是我的影子啊!
活在我心裡黑安中的同伴
一切都是 為了安慰和偏自己的 。。。
朋友和家人也因此認為
我是個自閉的人甚至神筋有問題 。。。
許多次也因為我而悲傷﹐ 絕望 。。。
對不起 。。我真的該醒醒了 !

當我找到辛福 ﹐快樂和目標的時候
你也不知不覺的消失了
連一聲到別的話也沒向我說!
而現在
每當 。。。剩下我一個人的時候
我又開始懷念我們過去終終的日子
但 。。。那感覺可不一樣了
再也看不見你了!

我因該是開心還是傷心呢 ?

朋友啊。。。
雖然我已找到了當初我所可望的
但我卻失去了你
你若是真實的多好阿。。。

朋友啊。。。
你可知道﹐ 我在這新的世界
在茫茫人海中﹐ 還沒找到象你一樣
可以談心事和共同喜怒哀樂的有緣人呢
你為什麼這麼快就放手
讓我髑自一個人面對呢?

但, 我也很請楚的一點
那就是我 。。。
不可以在活在自己的世界了!
朋友 。。。對于你 。。。。
我只能夠說的就只有。。。
對不起。。。謝謝!

Trusted in you

My friend,
from the first time we met,
I know that you’re the one
That I needed, like a friend indeed

Dear friend,
When we talk, I can feel that
My loneliness has flushed away
and the emptiness has been filled

It was you..!!
Who makes my life so full….
It’s meaningful, colourful and wonderful

Yet,
I realize that, the bridge we build
weren’t solid enough
not as strong as I though it could be
the wind from the surrounding
has blown us far and far…..and far
I don’t even know where I could be landing
Someday?,….. somewhere?….perhaps…

My friend,
No matter what,
Please, never ever forget or doubt that
The link and feeling arouse us is true….
Never turn your back to me
As I will always stand by you
Believe in you,….
and I promise that…
I’ll always be true …
That’s my Promise to you…!.

Please! My friend,
Keeping on what we’d believe
Never ever open your soul to evils
Or lend your ears to devils…
As they’ll rob and breaks
all we have built and gained

My friend,
No matter what, I just want to know that
Will you still be my friend?
I won’t dare to ask for more
But what if it’s only for
Now? or Tomorrow? ….

Kepadanya...Daripadaku

Sering ku mempersendakan kamu…..kawan…
Bukan sengaja dan bukan untuk suka – suka…
Hanya untuk memecahkan suasana kekok….
tiada niat jahat atau “udang di sebalik kuetiau”

Saudara…, saudari….
Harap tidak tersinggung dengan gurauan daripadaku…
Yang berbunyi seperti sindiran kadang – kala…
Ingin ku cuba luahkan dan fahamkan
Apa yang tersirat dalam sanubari kalian….

Dengarkanlah….daripadaku….kepadamu….
Ku cuba meluahkan kata – kata dalam dirimu

Bila aku…..
“ ketawa’, dia kata aku gila
“menangis”, dia kata aku sakit jiwa
“senyum”, dia kata aku mengada – ngada
“tersengih”, dia kata aku tak ubah macam kera
“termenung”, dia kata aku teringat teman
“gigit kuku”, dia kata aku frust bercinta
“kenyit mata”, dia kata aku ngorat wanita
“tak bertentang mata”, dia kata aku berahsia,
“gie shopping mall”, dia kata aku nak tunjuk kaya
“gie taman”, dia kata aku nak berasmara
“tak makan”, dia kata aku tunggu dia belanja
“aku menjeling”, dia kata aku terasa
“aku melawa”, dia kata aku buaya pulak

Aku….aku…..Ah!!!
Semuanya tak kena!
Kalau dia….
ewah, ewah….sempurna bak bulan purnama!
Aku wat dek ngan dia…..tahu pulak dia terasa
Bila dia mula resah…..
Ape lagi? Aku stay selamba ajelah…..
Bukankah begitu kata – kata dalam dirimu?
Benarkah tafsiran daripadaku?
Sekiranya masih terdapat sebarang ‘komen’ dalam
diri saudara….dan saudari….
Panjangkanlah aje karyaku ini…..
Memang lumrah manusia….KOMEN tak abis – abis…!!!

Kepada "Pa" & "Ma"

Memukul ombak membawa arus
Dibawa arus berayun rakit
Terlintas pepatah ‘masa itu emas’
Semakin lama semakin singkat

Memandang langit cerah membiru
Bergerak awan dibawa angin
Teringat waktu kecil dahulu
Namun segalanya hanya tinggal bayangan

Terbang tinggi burung di langit
Tak pernah alpa mencari mangsa di darat
Terbang pergi kapal di langit
Sekali pergi tak pernah mendarat

Langit mendung dilitupi awan
Angin meniup membawa hujan
Lama menunggu tiada jawapan
Janji diberi tak pernah dikotakan

Hujan merintik ke bawah tanah
Memberi harapan kepada tanah kemarau
Menunggu berita ibu dan ayah
Berita hampa air mata kan bersilau

Hujan setitik tak penuh sedulang
Matahari kian membakar bumi
Kian lama masa menghilang
Harapan dan janji kini telah dikebumi

Pepohon lesu ditinggalkan dedaun
Batang teguh menunggu masa
Wajah ibu dan ayah kini hanya ingatan
Hati kini beku tiada sebarang rasa

Serangga dan binatang kembali ke hutan
Pepohon kembali hidup di bumi kemarau
Segala hampa dan kecewa biar sahaja dilupakan
Mengajar dan melatihku agar tabah menjalani hidupku

Alam kini kembali berseri
Nelayan dan petani beersyukur padaNya
Sampai bila harus ku menanti
Untuk bertemu semula dengannya