I felt like dun want to do anything, & dun wan to bother anything. Even cannot concentrate watching drama or listening to music. Just keep on sleeping & ponteng kelas. I've totally step back very far from everyone & the worst is, i even left my grades behind. DUnno what to do with myself. Keep thinking what i want to do but things just didnt work out well. My homework still pending & my room....(gosh...what a mess!!!).
Kinda feeling alone, alienated.....the end of my life.....i totally loosen my hand from the top of the peak & let myself falling deep & hard onto the ground........still searching for what i really want in live......keep looking back to the past...what i've got all this time? The mean answer i've found is NOTHING. My life is blank instead. What a shame....!!!
Hope to get rid of this feeling very soon.....ya, i know i can. "if you think you can, you can". The quote that i believe so far.
When everything end, i hope i can really rest in peace & found what i really want in my life. Then....go for it before i settle myself to work permanently or maybe studying.
Now, let's just close my eyes to bed. BY the time I waking up & open up my eyes in tomorrow's morning, everything should be fine. It has to be a "Great Day".....
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