I felt like dun want to do anything, & dun wan to bother anything. Even cannot concentrate watching drama or listening to music. Just keep on sleeping & ponteng kelas. I've totally step back very far from everyone & the worst is, i even left my grades behind. DUnno what to do with myself. Keep thinking what i want to do but things just didnt work out well. My homework still pending & my room....(gosh...what a mess!!!).
Kinda feeling alone, alienated.....the end of my life.....i totally loosen my hand from the top of the peak & let myself falling deep & hard onto the ground........still searching for what i really want in live......keep looking back to the past...what i've got all this time? The mean answer i've found is NOTHING. My life is blank instead. What a shame....!!!
Hope to get rid of this feeling very soon.....ya, i know i can. "if you think you can, you can". The quote that i believe so far.
When everything end, i hope i can really rest in peace & found what i really want in my life. Then....go for it before i settle myself to work permanently or maybe studying.
Now, let's just close my eyes to bed. BY the time I waking up & open up my eyes in tomorrow's morning, everything should be fine. It has to be a "Great Day".....

The final dinner with all the floormates. Huh...time really waits for no one hah. So fast i've been staying in KTDI 1st melur for 3 years. 1st year is the most happiest & warmth "Crystal". 2nd year the atmosphere slightly changed as KTDI's moved all its male resident to block Mawar. We have to restart to build the bond all over again. But the bond can never be as strong again. Its the same when it came to 3rd year. I no longer join actively in neither college / floor activities. Busy with internship & final year project. Really feel sorry.....Crystal, Daffodil.....
Maybe that's the reason Y we perform "shining friends" & "so long, farewell" for this dinner.... 












